I’m a survivor of chaos—mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual storms. September 2025, a spiritual freight train and mental health revolution entered my life The torment puzzle snapped into place, transforming pain into purpose Jump to My Journey

Why?

Now? "Because seeing the darkness without seeing the light can crush the soul" - annonymous

Name? M8N1AC - an encoded version of 'maniac' - word born from “mania” the high energy charged, reckless, inspired and wild version of my bipolar(1)

Through it all, God was there. This site is intended to offer hope to others in similar situations, inspiration God willing.

Tools for Resilience

God’s Plan Revealed

Hope for You

I pray my story inspires you to find hope, direction and peace through something greater than me.

Explore My Journey Jump to Journey

• Trials: Mental, emotional, physical, and professional battles that shaped me.
• Tools: Strategies like Know Thyself and Calm for resilience.
• Reconnection: The SNAP moment of divine clarity. Jump to Reconnection
• Biblical Insights: How Scripture (Romans 5:3-4, James 1:2-4) frames my story.

Join Me: Share your story or find hope through mine. Let’s harness the accelerated mind for good, guided by His grace.